Why I paint

Several years ago, I embarked on a journey into painting as a means to navigate and process my own emotions. From my early teenage years well into my twenties, I grappled with my mental health—enduring profound bouts of depression, extended periods of melancholy, and pervasive feelings of isolation.

Around 2018, I summoned the courage to confront and reclaim my mental well-being. In that process, I discovered a reservoir of pent-up emotions with nowhere to go. Out of sheer frustration, I picked up my brushes one day and unleashed my soul onto the canvas. What emerged was a moment of complete flow, akin to a prolonged meditation—temporarily free from the cacophony of my thoughts. It was also an expression of those pent-up emotions, now materialized on paper. Tangible evidence I could visually contemplate, casting my emotions in a new light. It clicked—this was my outlet.

Years later, I find myself in a much better place mentally, and my entire life has undergone a positive transformation as a result. Consequently, my artwork has evolved too—retaining the power, the emotions, and the weight, yet shifting in essence. However, one thing remains constant: my reliance on emotions as the foundation of my work.

Painting transitioned from a necessity, a means to channel my emotions, to a pleasure, where my emotions fuel creation. Painting and creating remain my outlets, but now I can infuse any emotion into them, resulting in a broader spectrum of creations. Painting will never become a routine for me; I must always inhabit a certain mindset to summon the potent emotions required to transcribe them onto canvas. Consequently, I’ll never churn out a large volume of works simultaneously; this process demands time. Yet, this uniqueness imbues each piece with its own character.

I’ll never replicate a painting in the exact same way because each piece contains a fragment of myself. Thus, the act of creation remains perpetually captivating. While I dream of sustaining myself through my passion, I never want it to become mundane. I refuse to lose sight of the essence and the reasons driving my artistry.

About my art

I never followed a formal art education or took any classes. Instead, I embarked on a journey of self-discovery, teaching myself through trial and error. In my paintings, I often intertwine various techniques, guided solely by the whims of my imagination in the moment.

Among the techniques I employ, acrylic pouring stands out as my primary method. Each painting undergoes meticulous finishing with a protective varnish, ensuring its longevity and preserving its beauty against the elements.

The true essence of my art lies in the intricate process of selecting color combinations. I craft my own hues by blending base colors, sometimes mixing paints I have on hand, other times experimenting with dyes and white paint. This process ensures that no two paintings are alike; each stroke is imbued with its own unique blend of colors, impossible to replicate identically.

Furthermore, I delight in experimenting with new products to create novel effects and textures, constantly pushing the boundaries of my creativity.

Not stopping at the canvas, I extend my craftsmanship to the frames surrounding my works, each meticulously handcrafted by myself.